12 January 09: I am struggling

Location: Taman Fajar, Sandakan

Currently playing: Love in the ice by Tohoshinki

Salam. It has been days since I wrote something. Yesterday I cried when I sent my friends to their respective schools. I cried when I hugged An and Alin. I cried when I knew Nisha got SK Bandar, which is situated in the city. I cried when I heard more horrible stories about SK Bawang. I cried when I got a message from An. I cried when I shopped to buy basic things like pillow, mattress, toiletries, food, etc. I cried when I couldn't reach An. I cried when I called Faa. I cried right after my Mom called and said "Take care, Sayang". I cried before going to sleep last night. It seemed like these tears won't stop and these tears, I think will be going to haunt my life for a few weeks here. I got a poem from our seniour' s blog...




Life might not be fair to you,

but...it doesn't give you the right to treat other people unfairly.

Life might not be fair to you,

but... you could make it fair to millions of life around you.

Life might not seem to be fair to you,

but... who are you to say so,

when you're destined to be great,

you're fated to something more!

http://tongodsthoughts.blogspot.com/2008/01/smk-tongod-daerah-telupid-gabungan.html

This poem motivates us to be super strong in school to let others (esp the Ss) live and shine.

Fighto!