Thursday, August 27

Breathe.

Thursday, August 27
Why am I tested?

‘Do men think that they will be left alone on saying “We believe” and that they will not be tested? We did test those before them, and Allah will certainly know those who are true from those who are false.”

[Al-Ankabut : 002-003]

Why don’t I get what I want?

“..But it is possible that ye dislike a thing which is good for you, and that ye love a thing which is bad for you. But Allah knoweth and ye know not.”

[Al-Baqarah : 216]

Why is this test so difficult?

“On no soul doth Allah place a burden greater than it can bear..”

[Al-Baqarah : 286]

Why am I so frustrated with myself?

“So lose not heart, nor fall into despair: for ye must gain mastery if ye are true in Faith.”

[Ali-Imran : 139]

How should I face them?

“O ye who believe! persevere in patience and constancy: vie in such perseverance; strengthen each other; and fear Allah; that ye may prosper.”

[Ali-Imran : 200]

What should I do?

“Nay seek (Allah’s) help with patient perseverance and prayer: it is indeed hard, except to those who are humble.”

[Al-Baqarah : 045]

What do I get out of all this?

“Allah hath purchased of the Believers their persons and their goods; for theirs (in return) is the Garden (of Paradise)..”

[At-Taubah : 111]

Who should I seek help from?

“say: Allah sufficeth me: There is not god but He: On Him is my trust - He the Lord of the Throne (of Glory) Supreme!”

[At-Taubah : 129]

I cannot stand it anymore!

“..and never give up hope of Allah’s Soothing Mercy: truly no one despairs of Allah’s Soothing Mercy, except those who have no faith.”

[Yusuf : 087]

My friend posted this up and it helped me a lot in getting through hurdles for the past few weeks. But, most of the time I forget..so, I need someone to hit me with the blue star and remind me to breathe. In and out, in and out.


The last daffodil

Tuesday, August 25

How to say ...

Tuesday, August 25


"Sitting in perfect silence, but love every second."

...

Of giving and receiving

Currently playing: Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy

And I shall learn to receive.
Starting with chocolate, sweet dates and a heart.

But what should I do in return?

...




Monday, August 24

Three dots.

Monday, August 24

...


Three meaningful dots.

Self-reminder: Your Iman needs serious repairs and your Soul needs restoration.


Gunung Tangkuban Perahu, Bandung.

Sunday, August 23

The Unspoken Words

Sunday, August 23
...

大好きだから ずっと
なんにも心配いらないわ
無邪気に笑ってくださいな いつまでも

悲しいことは きっと
この先にもいっぱいあるわ
傷つくことも大事だから

就職も決まって 遊んでばっかりいらんないね
大人の常識や知恵 身につけるのもいい

変わりゆくのが 人の
こころの常だと言いますが
ねえダーリン your soul
優しく輝きつづけるわ

大好きだから ずっと
なんにも心配いらないわ
無邪気に笑っていられたら いつの日も

...


Simpang Mengayau, Kudat.


Saturday, August 22

The Requisited Love

Saturday, August 22
...

What is this complex feeling, which deep down, is the only reason we continue
to live, struggle and improve?
It would be hard to define it, because I, along with every other human being, can only feel it.
But I have learned that this feeling is present in every single action.
Picking up the phone and saying the affectionate words we have been postponing. Opening the door to someone who needs our help. Accepting a job. Worrying over things which are out of our control.
It is necessary, therefore,to keep love always in mind, regardless whether or not we take action.

..Self-reflecting and searching for the requisited love in life.

...



Thursday, August 20

The Unsent Letter.

Thursday, August 20
It hurt. It did.

It hurts sometimes. It does.

But Allah knows best.

I'll leave it at that.

...


Fusina Camp, Italy.

Wednesday, August 19

Allah Knows

Wednesday, August 19
Currently playing: Allah Knows by Zain Bhikha

When you feel all alone in this world
And there's nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows Allah knows

When you carrying a monster load

And you wonder how far you can go

With every step on that road that you take

Allah knows
Allah knows

No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows Allah knows

And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe

Allah knows
Allah knows

When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone
Allah knows Allah knows

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch a glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows Allah knows

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows Allah knows

You see we all have a path to choose

Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown
Allah knows Allah knows

Every grain of sand, In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear, On every eyelash, He knows.
Every thought I have,
And every word I share, He knows.

Allah knows



Saturday, August 1

I'm all out of randomness

Saturday, August 1
Currently playing- Chloroform Perfume by From Autumn to Ashes

(Disneyland Paris)
i've had always been a dreamer
i've had my head among the clouds
all this time my thoughts have been flying
among the seasonal birds
-House 38, Student Village, Marjon 2006-



(University College Plymouth St Mark & St John, 2007)
It's frightening to think that flying away on seco
nd chances is really just running away
from what is never far behind.
And once we've settled in what is at first unfamiliar,

we will find in every reflection all that we wanted to forget until eventually,
the unfamiliar becomes the familiar all over again.
-Marjon, 2007-



(University College Plymouth St Mark & St John, 2007)
Truths and roses have thorns about them.
-IPBA, 2008-




(Dartmoor, 2006)
A teacher is a teacher is a teacher is a teacher.
-In the middle of nowh
ere, 2009-